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there have been some life changes for my family & I the last month or two.
//so much going on//
and no Im not pregnant


It's made me think a lot about who I am and who has been apart my life. 
for good or bad I know I'm made up of those people who have touched my life.


there are some I'll will never forget and some who's memories seem to be melting away.
some were important and others just important lessons.
  they've all had a part in shaping me.


lately I can't help but wonder 
//& hope//
have I been as important to them (to anyone) as the people who have imprinted my life have been to me?


there are just some people who stay with you (change you) and make up a tiny part of who you are. 
the ones you love, the ones who have loved you
 I want to believe I make up a tiny part of the people who matter to me too. That I have had some kind of positive impact, I've helped them in some way. because as I move through this more challenging part of my life 
 I'm finding out what matters to me.


//cherishing the good people in your life//

writing NY152

Kathleen Kelly: [writing to "NY152"] Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small - and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void.

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